I don’t expect anyone to understand why I need to do this. I just need to explorer not only Brazil but other places in the world, Like Bulgaria, Singapore, Minsk, Malaga, Tokyo, Fiji, Costa Rica and many other places I am interested in learning about. This is a trip for me to find out who the hell I really am. I have always been so lost and I think wandering and learning will help me understand my issues and how I can learn to let things that truly don’t matter go.

I have always felt abandon, this feeling was amplified by my mother and fathers divorce. I need to be whole and to learn that I don’t need anyone to make me happy and how to stand on my own two feet. I have been codependent for far to long and I am not just talking about with girlfriends, but with friends as well.

Its only after I have lost everything that I can truly be free.

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